i find my self....no, not my self
i find my body rebelling agents me
as if its pushing me away
i have to try , i have to focus hard enough to keep my feet planted on the ground, am i not strong enough?

im not sure i can win this battle
this war is log gone
i knw i sound stupid for giving up so easily
but the pain, both physically n mentally
is consuming me in a rapid rait
school is over
i made it past my hs years
im fortunate to have made it this far
but , what next?