Sunday, July 18, 2010

dam

found my self in the hospital again
sister said she found me passed out in the kitchen
i had an attack and hit my head on the sink
i have a huuggeee bump in the side of my head
the nurse said i have to get more x rays done ....my hands broken....idk htf that happend -,- im typing with my left hand ...like a boss

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

what does it feel like to live?

what does it feel like to live?
i only knw how it feels to die right now
i cant remember how to feel alive

to feel dead is to feel as if u are above the living
as if u feel nothing at all
to feel dead feels like theirs something empty in ur chest
like a throbbing feeling in ur heart
like it will break in billions of peaces
like taking each breath slow
like ur milk between the expiration line

what does it feel like to b alive?