incarnation

i believe in reincarnation that our bodies are just shells . are spirits flow and find a different shell .
i think they go threw stages and stuff so one day i would be i would be reincarnated to another shell i wounder if id remember any thing?
what do u think?

lost my pants

i looked every wher for my pants but they seam to be no wher to b found..its hot in "wonderland" and i refuse to wear shorts or skirts.
oh pants wher r thaw






oh i call this one almost spring even though i took this one in the fall

time

seams that every one thinks time is something that is needed but in reality time is just a figment of are imajination
think about it.
time is just are way of knwing what point in the day we r
right nw im at point 11'29
to me "time" is just like segments of ppls life like a film that can be posed and rewind and some times even fast forwerd.

missing you

is it selfish to say i miss u?
you said only 5 minuets.....its been more then 5 minutes..and u haven't opened your eyes yet.
you lie still as ur bodies warmth grows colder.
its been more then 5 minutes and u won't wake up.
my memories are canvases, some of the memories fading as i grow..some blank for the ones that have been wiped out , meant to be forgotten and some are new for the new memories that are waiting
its been more then 5 minutes and u still are sleeping,
its been more then 5 months and I've come to forget what you sound like..its fading in my head, i can still remember what you said to me..and i play it back over and over in my head,
its been more then 5 months
"let me sleep for 5 minutes OK, wake me up after 5 minutes..." you said
"only if u promise you'll wake up" i said
"love you" you said as you fell dreamt away
your such a lier
its been more then 5 minutes
and you haven't woken up yet..

tgsrg

some of the ppl at school knw i have an expiration date.
they feel sorry for me and others just try to stay away from me.
i heard this girl call me a waist of space , asking y i even bothered to go to school if i knw i was going to expire already...
but dos every one knw there going to die..sure some may not knw when or how or how much time they have left but if u think about it, every one has there own expiration date by fate.
i was at club yesterday and this guy wouldn't even pass me the sign up sheet, apparently im not a member since i wouldn't b in it for to long....
this pissed me of.
but yeah my random blog about school.

music takes me away

its around this time i ask my self if its worth it?
i find my self going back in to the little corner of my mind and telling my self its only 2 more years...i only have 2 more years..y not just finish it now...
but then i think back ....
and every thing feels ok.. the mean stuff at school goes away, the pain gos away ,i can breath and not have an attack.
i can be in my oun island and be ok alone ..i like to make my self believe that im not ripping from the seams. fireflies- by owl city music can take u away to a better place .
i found a friend, she knws im about to expire,