i dont mind :)

i don't mind walking in the rain
i don't mind the sweet sounds as the rain drops gently hit my uncovered skin.
it makes me feel alive.
on rainy days i like taking my time to get home. i take a different way home.
where no one can tell ur crying cuz it'll just look like rain.
where in the distance, miles away , u can see the clouds in thier many shades of white and gray.
where if ur lucky,
a rainbow brightens up your day
days like this make me feel alive
they seam to take my mind off the pain :)
i guess ill miss walking home on thez days.

i want to feel truly alive one day
before i feel nothing
and slowly pass away

forgoten

is it bad to not finish a story cuz u dont want to find out the ending?
cuz ur scared of how it might end
cuz ur scared that the story will end and it'll leave you empty again?
cuz i might disappointed in how it ends?. cuz wher always wishing for happy endings and my heart akes wen i find out itds not or they leave you guessing.. is it bad to not finish your own story becuze youve forgotten who you wright for ?
for what purpose..?


i call this one fading memory of the light