dark

i asked my Dr. along time ago if it would be painful wen i die,he looked at me and smiled saying that it would be painful to lose such a cute pationt... that wen i expired it would not hurt,so i should not fear it. it would not make a sound so i should not wait for it, just that it will fall over me like a thine blanket one day and leave my body cold and stiff. i would tern pail then a little green and blue . that my spirit would one day come back to earth in another shell and i could live life again.
i asked him when it would come,
he said its best to not know.
now that im older and know when i will expire i think it was best to b in the dark. the dark was better then this agany of waiting....the dark is better hen escaping